2nd part-hari last ramadhan

Bismillah..

Hmm.. hari ini hari yang ke-30 berpuasa.

Saya agak happy tahu.

So, today. What I’ve done huh? Semalam macam semangat saya tulis ‘karya’… baca tak?huhu..apela,

Em, I woke up very late today.hehe. Since I ate soooo much. Pretending that I am 8 years old kid. I need sufficient energy so that my fasting will stand until 7p.m. hakhak.. just kidding.

Ow, ya. During sahur my mum, n my grandmother had cook a very special menu. Which is… Argh, I forgot its name. What3? Aiya.. what can I tell here is, it is very special. I think my mother learnt its recipe when she used to study in Egypt. Wa… sedap sangat! Jangan jelous okay..^_^

11a.m.
My mother asked me a favor. She needs my help to wash the ‘periuk belanga’. Uh, I thought it was a very simple thing to do. Soon, I took leaves(I learnt this way when I went I went to mukhyayyam… see, what I’ve learnt in mukhayyam is beneficial for everyday works kan. ) here, I want to tell you that the leaves must be kering dan keras tau. Then, I tenyeh2, gosok2, until the periuk become shiny and beautiful so that anybody looks at her will tangkap cintan sama dia!hehe… But, sangat penatlah kerja ini. It hurts my backbone.Actually, I felt very lazy to do this job. Suddenly I heard my father voice…

‘Where is (my name la)?’

OMG! I was very scared. I tried to hide behind the door. Praying that my father wont find me here. Or else, I will be punished because not giving my help when my mother asked for it. I know, I am not supposed to be so naughty. But, my dear friend..mr. sleepy didn’t want to let me go. Uh uh, how a bad friend he is kan… I hate him!

Praise to ALLAH I had safe from my father.hehe… he is very garang tahu. Once I got scolded by him, I will loss my mood for the whole day. And yes, I will prevent it from happen… mestilah.

12a.m.
I continued my lovely hobby. Sleepinglah!hehe… erk, why it is soooo hard for me to sleep? Dear my eyes, I am very tired. So, please close it. I mean, please close the eyes… eh, kenapa ni. I felt very weird. What happen to you my dear? I tried pejam-pejam kan mata… still can’t. I tried to count the sheeps. Still can’t.

Nak kena ni! Then I took my phone to read blogs. Snanye, I had copy some of blog’s post that I feel very interesting and turned it into ‘txt’ format. So that, I can read it by using my Sony Money Ericsson mobile phone. That what I’ve done months ago since I only can access the internet once a week in DQ. I enjoy my reading… wah, really impressive! After finished reading 2 blogs, my father shouted my name. oh, it is time for me now to perform my Zohor prayer.

3p.m.
After helping my mother parut kelapa, 6 bijik tau… banyak tu. Very proud with my works exceli…hehe. Tidak salah bukan.em, I went to the mosque with my dad as we were planning to iktikaf there. I felt a bit of xcited… Because, I will free from the hustle bustle of my grandma house that full of my cousins.

mana tak bangga kan?hehe

Masjid. As I arrived here, I took a rehal and put my Quran on it. Then, I continued my hobby. Urgh, I tido mati until it was 4. When I woke up, I found that there are so many people at the mosque. Aiseyman, malunya! With mamai faces, I ran to the toilet and washed my face.Saya sangat segan ketika itu…

5p.m.
Me, my sistah, ummi, abah n atok( I should call her nenek I think…) went to my arwah atok Bon’s grave. I did not remember my last visit here. After reciting al-Fatihah and aminkan my my father doa, he said that, we are not supposed to make a visit during eidul fitr. Because, it is time for us to feel happy that day…

Ya, I think he is right.
650p.m.
My aunty, poktie, and their sons came. Hi! I said to them with a very beautiful smile. I know I cute… hehe. Then, we iftor together. Em, last Ramadhan today… sedihnya.huhu… semoga saya dapat menikmati keindahan Ramadhan pada tahun hadapan. InsyaALLAH…

Okess.. that’s my last Ramadhan experiences. The last ramadhan for this year… kan.

Wassalam~
ni kad raya yang da siap... uih, first tyme ni!

last day, Ramadhan

Bismillah.

Perlahan-lahan aku memulakan pendahuluan ini. Fikiranku agak terbejat setelah banyak menidurkan diri sepanjang bulan ini.Bulan Ramadhan yang seharusnya aku isi dengan amalan yang bisa melepaskan diri ini dari azab api neraka,meraih rahmat dan kasih sayang Tuhan yang tidak bertepi dan keampunanNYA yang melangit luas.

Kini, setelah di penghujung waktu, aku baru tersedar dari mimpi indah yang sementara. Betapa ruginya aku. Namun, jauh di sudut hati, aku tetap melafazkan kalimah tahmid. Alhamdulillah,sekurang-kurangnya aku masih sempat untuk memanfaatkan baki sisa waktu yang tinggal. Menggunakannya dengan sebaiknya. Memohon kesejahteraan hidupku, keluargaku, guru-guruku, sahabatku, dan seluruh umat Islam. Mengadu kepada Rabb sekalian alam, merintih dengan seluruh jiwaku. Aku benar-benar berharap masih punya usia untuk mengalu-alukan kedatangan Ramadhan pada tahun mendatang.

Ramadhan,
Aku masih kecil untuk memahamimu,
Aku masih mentah untuk menghargai insan sebaikmu,
Yang hadir setelah sepurnama aku terlalai,
Kau hulurkan tanganmu,
Tangan yang punya rahmat,
Tangan yang punya maghfirah,
Tangan yang punya pembebasan dari api neraka.

Namun,
Aku tetap aku,
Masih dengan dunia ciptaanku,
Biar satu persatu tangan yang kau hulur,
Tiada lagi untuk menarikku dari ruang zulmat ini…

Kini,
Setelah duniaku mengalami kehancuran,
Baru aku terjaga,
Aku terpana,
Aku tersedar,
Dunia ini hanya sementara…
Akirat jualah yang kekal selamanya…

Aku sambut tangan yang terakhir,
Tangan yang punya pembebasan dari api neraka,
Aku genggam erat tangan itu,
Itulah harapan terakhirku,

Tangan itu,
Kuharap dapat membimbingku menemuimu,
Ramadhan,
Aku sanggup menunggumu walau sepurnama…

Saat itu,
Aku akan menghargaimu,
Dengan segenap nafas dan jiwaku.

Maka,
Pandulah aku menyintai Tuhanku..
Dialah yang satu dalam hatiku..

beli-buy-yashtari

salam

em, shopping...

ntahla. saya rasa macam da jadi hobi pulak sejak duamenjak ini.

tadi, saya pergi ngan family... uih, nasib baik bukan wif my friends. Kalau tidak... haiz, kalah membeli kalah memakai. Saya akan jadi orang yang kalah! huhu.

No much things to tell about... da~

i only bought these 2 shirts...

ok.

wassalam